Motherhood without mother

Thoughts on loss

I have been meaning to write this blog for the last 4 weeks. It has been going round in my head. But my beautiful daughter comes first. When there are bottles to sterilize or cuddles to be had, this blog is very low on the list of priorities.

It has been hard to be pregnant and to become a mum without my dear mum here. It makes me miss her in a whole new way. There is so much I want to ask her, ranging from the practical to the emotional. It pains me to know this is just not possible and I feel her loss in a different way. As I enter my journey into motherhood, I realize that this would have added a new dimension to our relationship.

On top of that, it is absolutely heartbreaking to know my girl will never meet her wise, generous, kind, Nana…

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